yesterday my husband and I talked about divorce. In a nutshell, he cannot handle my depression and personality disorder anymore. he says he is frustrated by my mood swings and it is stressing him out to no end. I guess that explains the high blood pressure. When he said all of this I said, well why don't we just get a divroce then? I meant it too. I mean, I'm not going to change tomorrow or even the next day. If he can't handle it then he can't handle it, plain and simple. If he only knew how it feels from the inside when you're experiencing all the mood swings and the emotional rollercoaster. He doesn't realize that I am even more frustrated than he is right now because even though I am taking the pills and am in therapy, things are taking time. We haven't even scratched the surface in therapy yet. And now I have the added pressure of trying to look happy and gleeful alll the time so I don't lose my husband? To top all of that of, he started talking to this woman online again. He had feelings for her and I can't stop that either. i don't know what to do. I feel so tired inside.