every body battles depression at some point in their life. Right now is my time. I feel so ..I really don't know. I don't want to go to work or even move out of bed. I haven't even been eating like i usually do. And I love food. I just miss my husband so much. I probable lost my job tonight. I had a tooth pulled and I do have the sick days to miss. I don't even care, even though we could really use the money. **** ....what makes me so worthless these days.