Tomrrow Would Be A Good Day To Not Be Depressed
ive been feeling like **** the last few days and it only seems to be getting worse. The smallest little things are setting me off and stopping it is becoming impossible.
Tomorrows my birthday and its suppose to be an amazing day but all i want to do is sleep all day long and do nothing. I cant even describe the way i feel. Its mainly sadness, betrayal, jealousy, anger and just all around horrible. The good news is Im not having suicidal thoughts, though I wish I was.
Another thing ive had a problem with is crying. Every time I got to cry my body stops its self. I just dont know what to do.