Rock Bottom

I ended it with my "soul mate" last night. Today was pretty good and then of course he begged to talk things out which he never does. He got to finally dye his hair and cut it. I was happy for him until he told me he started get anxious. Thats when i realized its never been about me. He doesnt really miss having me around, he doesnt really care. If he did he wouldnt have gotten depressed or anxious at that moment.

So now here I am once again depressed just like every other night adding one more person to the list of people who dont really care about me. So far its 10 for 10. I thought he would have been different but as usual I was wrong.

YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
26-30, F
Feb 8, 2010