I Think I Might Be Winning Th Battle...

but I'm pretty sure it'll never be over.

There are over 11,000 people in this group and I'm sure most of them have better reasons than me. I won't describe why to you now because I should go to sleep, but I can tell you that I am learning to deal with that consistent empty & sad feeling. I am learning to live with it and know it'll probably always be there but I won't let that stop me from being me. I won't give up.

Kristin137 Kristin137
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 9, 2010

Youre not causing it Ive been like this for months :P

Keep after it early (now) so that it doesn't get worse. Depression is an insidious cindition that can take hold of you so slowly you barely realize it and it has no mercy in what it destroys, Your courage in seeing this and trying to deal with it is commendable, but don't downplay the events and feelings that brought you here. For all of us the causes may be different, but the expereince of depressionis the same. I do encourgae you to share what you want, either publicly or privately. You are amoung friends who do understand what you are feeling. We will try and help the best we can, but only you know what happiness is for you.<br />
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I wish you well on you battle, be stronge and be aware. You are worth the effort! Feel free to contact me if you feel.