Because I Have Had A Break Down Mentally....

I have always kept my emotions bottled in and never been able to talk about how i am or what is effecting me so like most people in life they where a mask so no one bothers you,i always believe these certain things to talk about and these things that play on your mind,that you just leave till you can find the strengh to come to terms with what ever it is that is geting you down,when you have so many things go wrong it becomes second nature to cover it up and carry on as if it never happend,or else it would get you in to such a mental state all that you have had go wrong that,those around you dont need your mental state as a burden so you play along and show what is noticable and deal with what evr it is in your own way,as these other problems in life that seem bigger then what may be buging you,but for some i know its hard not to show how you really are when you have a image to keep up with as you cant come across weak or comwe across as most things that people do bother you as you have to be strong and show no fear,when these so many people going around making it clear that not a thing in the world can bother them as they have a army of surpporters to stop them from letting things get top them,most people who seem to have it all,a good life good health strong surpport network are the ones who are more depressed then most as it most be hard having to play up to a crowd who only think of themselves and what they want and not what you really want,so to battle on and look after number 1 and try not to let the little things in life bother you as its the little things in life most people seem to act upon as most people are more stronger minded then most,but not every one has a strong mental attuidue as alot of people are still developing,meaning these alot of immature people who get caught up on the little things in life then the bigger picture which is life is about learing and observing others so you dont make the same mistakes....

nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
26-30, F
1 Response Mar 5, 2010

(musical note) Jesus loves me this I know...for the Bible tells me so...little ones to Him belong...they are weak but He is strong...Yes, Jesus loves me...Yes, Jesus loves me...Yes, Jesus loves me...The Bible tells me so. Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary. No one can measure the depths of His understanding. He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhustion. But those who hope in the Lord will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-31