I Don't Want To Be Depressed Anymore.
I can remember having depression ever since I was in the third grade. I've always felt unwanted and alone, There are a lot of times I cry because it gets so bad recently on Christmas eve my school was having a party and I just sat there crying to myself because everyone else was so happy and I didn't know how to be. I want to get help for it but until I graduate from technical school and get a job I'm still going to suffer through it. I've tried talking to my mother about getting help for it but she thinks I just have to deal with it and doesn't want me to go on anti depressants or I'll get hooked on them. So I don't know what to do =(