I Battle Loneliness

Trapped In Emotional Hell: My Daily Torment

By: DGSteele

Written on April 16th, 2012

Hi, Myy name is Dustin and I'm 21. Before you read on, just know that I'm on the verge of crying as I write this. It's just that no girl has ever fallen for me. The only dating relationships I ever had were through online. We met, and then they dumped me for someone else. I'm tormented every single day, because everyone around me is either married, dating, or not interested in a partner. It hurts seeing couples. I just want someone to hold, someone who will love me and be proud of me. I've got so much affection bubbling up inside and I've got nobody to show it to. The worst part is, players, cheaters, and unfaithful guys have no problem. But a loving, faithful & committed person like me sits here, unloved, unwanted, and completely alone. Tormented daily by the fact that I'm just not the ideal boyfriend for anyone.S

By: DGSteele

Age: 22-25 , Male

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5 responses

AngelBornInHell

I know how u feel, I hate seeing couples too, when i was in HS every time i would see a couple i wanted to scream! cuz i wanted that so bad yet no guy ever even come up to me and said Hi or anything, only my guy friends but i knew that couldnt be possible. In school it was like a stupid game, u saw a couple then a few days later they broke up, its like they planned it just so they can say they had a relationship in HS. In a way i was fine that i didnt have a bf in HS or now yet i would love one. YOU! stay strong, there will be someone when u less expect it. :)

Jun 8, 2012
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loveisit

I feel you. I know exactly what you mean. I'm in an identical boat. I wish I could give you a hug.

Apr 16, 2012
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boriangel101

WHAAAAT???? Are u serious? Then it's not u, it's them. Man, I really hate it when girls do this crap, it puts a bad name for all of us. Don't u stop being ur self, there will be a girl who will love the crap out of u, just keep looking. It's funny how I'm searching for a loving, sweet guy but all I see are a-holes too. But seriously, don't u dare change, ur a delicacy now a days ^_^

Apr 16, 2012
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linda311

I understand. I have guy friends, 2 whom are going through the same thing. They are kind, caring, and full of affection. However, both are always sad when they cant seem to find a decent relationship. Its funny because I have another friend who gets tons of girls! And he is not even good looking or smart!!!! Both my other friends loathe him for that. Its not you darling. If you have the personality and you're confident then its obviously the girls at fault. They dont know what a good man is nowadays. keep looking. There are more out there. Goodluck amigo;)

Apr 16, 2012
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linda311

I understand. I have guy friends, 2 whom are going through the same thing. They are kind, caring, and full of affection. However, both are always sad when they cant seem to find a decent relationship. Its funny because I have another friend who gets tons of girls! And he is not even good looking or smart!!!! Both my other friends loathe him for that. Its not you darling. If you have the personality and you're confident then its obviously the girls at fault. They dont know what a good man is nowadays. keep looking. There are more out there. Goodluck amigo;)

Apr 16, 2012
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