A Thermos Full Of Acid.

I feel like there is one of these buried inside me. I know how I am supposed to be, and so I put a shell around this thermos and painted it to look human. Human with a sense of humor even. But this thermos is always there. Part of me is always, no matter how I actually feel, in an under current of *uck this and *uck you and *uck 'em all, go to hell, blah blah blah. The REAL problem however is that sometimes the acid get's through. I don't always know it's coming either. I could be joking in one breath and wanting to kill you with the next. I know that this is no way to be. Like I said, I hold it as best I can. But it's know picnic living with this either, let me tell you!
mrdevonian mrdevonian 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 1, 2011

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Are you talking good acid or bad acid?

You don't like living with it then see a doc, get referred to a shrink and start pulling it out, Be honest and open, totally though. Or just stay where you are.

Are you up and down for long or short periods? Does it vary? What does up feel like?

I can understand this and hope things work out for you in life/in the end :)