A Thermos Full Of Acid.

I feel like there is one of these buried inside me. I know how I am supposed to be, and so I put a shell around this thermos and painted it to look human. Human with a sense of humor even. But this thermos is always there. Part of me is always, no matter how I actually feel, in an under current of *uck this and *uck you and *uck 'em all, go to hell, blah blah blah. The REAL problem however is that sometimes the acid get's through. I don't always know it's coming either. I could be joking in one breath and wanting to kill you with the next. I know that this is no way to be. Like I said, I hold it as best I can. But it's know picnic living with this either, let me tell you!
MadGeniusGentleman MadGeniusGentleman
26-30, M
2 Responses Jul 1, 2011

Are you talking good acid or bad acid?<br />
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You don't like living with it then see a doc, get referred to a shrink and start pulling it out, Be honest and open, totally though. Or just stay where you are.<br />
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Are you up and down for long or short periods? Does it vary? What does up feel like?

I can understand this and hope things work out for you in life/in the end :)