I Hate Myself And Want To Die

I hate myself so much taht I can't explain. My cronic depression makes me hate me so much. I have just cut my whole left arm with a blade, to feel pain, to see my blood, to see the future scars. I have no shame and everybody knows I am not mentally healthy, just by seeing my bruises and scars one can realise. I tried to commit suicide several times, overdosing on heavy drugs, trying to hang myself, throwing myself off a bridge, nothing worked so far. I want to destroy myself, I want my body in a coffin being buried...
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26-30, M
Dec 11, 2012