How I Wrecked My Life Today
So had my fourth car wreck today. Ruined the $6000 dollar car I paid cash for. Liability only and another accident on my record. Only one amoung a long list of other failures. I loved that car I guess because it made me feel a little better about the facial scars on and around my lip. You see I still have them from when I was a kid when my stepdad tried to murder me, pouring drano down my throat. Throughout childhood and adolescence they caused me to be constantly rejected and to turn anti-social. I found vices of entertainment to help me forget just for a little while how I was and how I looked. I've never been with a woman or had one even slightly wanting to be with me. I've never even kissed anyone. I feel like a discrace as a man and as a person. I'm now a 23 year-old former drug using college drop-out working full-time. The future looks bleak from this perspective.