When I was getting trained at work I had an hour long episode. At the end the girl that trained me was like I know you had a ****** day but you haven't been paying attention at all and have been completely zoning me out. I had nothing to say. But I did speak up and say.. You can't imagine, it's hard to control the outside when I can't even control the inside. It's so frustrating. Only one of my good friends understands that I cannot control what's on the inside. She doesn't fully understand because she doesn't have POTS. I just give up, no one even cares to listen to what I have to say.
december789 december789
18-21, F
Aug 19, 2014