Lately I have been having them, and not telling anyone about them, because ****, theya re even scaring me sometimes, right now, im not having them, because inm too exhausted, and about to go to sleep, but yea, i battle sucide thoughts quite often, but i'd told they were to be expected with the bipolar disease, it ******* sucks :(( i dont want these thoughts anymore, because sometimes they just consume me =/
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Aug 12, 2010