I Hate Myself

I'm a 31 year old puerto rican female whom has always batteled with depression on top of that i was in a domestic violence relationship where i was always verbally abused especially about my weight as a result of it i turned to gastric bypass surgery thinking that that would fix my problems = ( and now 1 year later ive lost 100 pounds and i am so unhappy with the way my body looks i hate the way i look i hate what i see when i look i the mirror i'm just so unhappy im a single mother of two daughters one with special needs and im just so over whelmed and fed up with everything ugh life has been so unfair to me i swear i feel as if i dont even belong in this world at all = (
fallenangel80 fallenangel80
31-35, F
Sep 21, 2012