Bottled Happiness

I think we all at least think about doing it, I think it;s just a matter of some of us can push those thoughts away better then others.

I used to be one of those people... However a year ago I about gave in with a bottle of Tylenol PM, there were eight in there.

Somehow a complete stranger talked me out of it, someone over the net no less and someone who is now a friend.

I thought with that one instance I had managed to overcome those feelings only to find I was wrong.

Lately I think about it more and more.... I just want to get away from it all.

MirandaJMaddox MirandaJMaddox
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 31, 2007

today im thinking about it but i remember the pain it caused my family when my brother took his life.i feel so sad right now

And the last thing I want is You hateing me... again.<br />
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It just gets very overwhelming and i got something in the mail today that has only added to it.<br />
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I just wanna curl up in a dark hole somewhere and hide.

As you know, I know only too well what you speak of as I am battling the same thing, but, as a friend of Mine said.. its those that Wwe would leave behind and the effect of Oour taking Oour own lives that Wwe have to consider.. you have your girls to think of.. I have Him and all would be heartbroken and hate Uus forever if Wwe followed through.. also if you did it, I'd have lost a very dear friend.