I Really Really Wish Otherwise.It's embarassing to even admit it. I guess it's because I am kind of needy. I mean, if someone messages me one day and chats for a long time via internet or phone and if they don't do the same the next day, I panic. I actually frigging panic. Gad, I can't believe I actually do that. I feel like maybe they lost interest in me, maybe I am not interesting enough to anybody after a day. It's true though, it takes only a few hours chat with some like-minded person and I am too much attached to them right away. I sometimes think I need a therapist to sort this out, to distance myself from others atleast by a bit. I don't want to be too vulnerable or too needy like I am now.
P.S. I do hope this doesn't scare away my friends who chat with me here in EP. I promise I won't do it to ya! :P
frootiee 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 Nov 12, 2011