I don't know why but I can't stand animal's in pain. I do not feel the same towards humans, for example; witnessing something as simple as one of my cats torturing a mouse literally makes me cry. It makes me so angry at my cat for doing it, even though I know its just in his nature. I dont punish him, mind you because I love him very much - I just have difficulties looking at him for a period of time.
I was looking for Benji my 3-legged cat and found him after doing a route on my front step with this mouse. I gave him a hug but saw that the mouse was dragging itself along, one of its legs destroyed, I called my mom out and she thought it was ridiculous that I was making a deal about it. She praised him for his catch, I asked her what do I do. She said "what do you mean? Let him finish it!" and I couldn't stand it so I went in. I was crying and she was seriously astounded by the fact that I was crying about the mouse, but it was just so horrible!!
I wish I knew what was wrong with me.