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Today Would've S*cked Without You and My Music.

I love music and it means so much in my life.  Several songs stand out in my mind as very important and get me through the worst days of my life. Today has to be one of the f*cking worst days I have ever faced, and my life as I knew it was shattered into a million little pieces this morning. I have shared this with some of you that contacted me early on today.  I was pretty down this morning, but like so many times in my life, I turned to my friends and you picked up those million little pieces for me and although we may not piece them back together to be the same picture I was before I have faith that we can put those pieces back together and the picture that we create will be more special than before.

 

The song I instinctively went to on my IPod was “Broken” by Lindsey Haun.  The words to this song have helped me through some of the most traumatic times of my life lately and did again today.

 

Broken by Lindsey Haun

Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strenghth in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat you up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes you who you are
Only makes you who you are
No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
When you're broken

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Oh When you're broken
When you're broken
When you're broken

 

As time went by today Myonis directed me back to my previous post about the song “Drive” by Incubus and I started listening to this song.  I could’ve given up and just said **** this but that is just not my way, and I even started giggling because I owe my love of this song to a really big a$$hole but it means so much more to me after today.  It is how I plan on living every day of my life from this moment forward with a little help from my friends  I love you all and thank you for being there for me in my crisis.

 

 

Drive by Incubus

Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh
It's driven me before, it seems to be the way
That everyone else get around
Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there

 

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 14 Responses Jan 23, 2009

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TY rog. ((Tears))

LOL yes and you can angle your fingers perfectly chris.

The angle of ones fingers has more meaning than typeing...;-)

Of course.

Yeah....and the girls love it! LOL

lmao

TY... it's all in the wrist and the angle of ones fingers as they type...

darknight, That is the sexiest accent I have ever read. Thank you lol. PMING you now.<br><br />
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TY chris. smooches!!!!!

I think you can count on yourself FG. I truely believe you will be better than before, just as glance said.

From a heart that's been many times shattered, I offer you my support in any way you need. I truly believe that it's the scars that remain that outline who we are and express our true beauty. When all the pieces are back together I'm sure you'll only be more beautiful both inside and out...<br />
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~spoken with an original Minnesotan accent~

That is what I am counting on glance. ty dear.

I have nothing but love for you gentlemen. You both made me feel better about this and I will never forget it.

Excellent stratos. That's a great way to put it.<br />
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Like I told you earlier FG...good things happen to good people.

Thank you sweetheart