My Januaryyyyy :)

january 21st, monday -- we were supposed to be busy with all the fuss about our documentary film, but that day was more of a "chill-out" day. our group held a meeting on top of this building and we distributed the tasks to the five of us.

WHY AM I SO SERIOUS HERE? IT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE IT'S ME! AND THIS IS GONNA BE MY LONGEST POST YET. SO I'M SORRY IF I AM TALKING NONSENSE HERE :) I JUST WANT TO SHARE THIS. HAHAHA :)

so there! here i am! back to what i was saying, we started working on the film. i sneaked out and stood by the edge of the building's top, stepping on the railing to get a better look around and below, ten floors down. it was so good! i mean, i am sort of not a fan of heights but i like the way the cold air brushed against my face that time. so there i was, savoring the moment, when i heard someone walking behind me. it was my crush. hahaha i've written a whole lot about him in my past stories, btw. :) i shall call him "richard" here on this site, hmkay? :) here's how some things turned out.

he stood next to me -- so close our arms were touching. i looked at him and looked back at the clouds. you know, for effect -- that faraway look hahaha! :) so there, we were standing side by side when he started talking.

richard: i was supposed to surprise you but then, you might be holding your phone.
me: i wouldn't have been surprised you know. and i don't have my phone right now but it's fine if you did, and it fell. that's fine.
richard: you really want to lose that phone, huh?
me: uh-huh. :)

we just stood there after some time and then i stepped on the railing again. he did the same and we stared far below. and then i saw the other building, the lower one, the building where our other classmate's staying. the dogs were sprawled on top of that building so i knew that was it! hahaha!

me: that's the building of our other classmate, right?
richard: yep, see the dogs?
me: yeah, been there before! they were so fun. (then i called the dogs but they didn't hear me hahaha)
richard: too bad they can't hear you!
me: i think they're deaf!
richard: no, they just don't listen to you. (he looked at me) i'm kidding!
me: evil, you. hahaha
richard: hey look at this!

he went to the other side of the building and i went after him. when we were side by side again, i asked him what it was about.

me: what is it?
richard: is that the other college?
me? wheeeeeeeere?
richard: there.

he put his left arm on my shoulders and pointed at the direction of the college with his right. it's just as if everything stopped at the moment, you know. and i felt the chills from my shoulders. he didn't remove his arm at once, and continued pointing until i saw the college. i noticed that he was constantly touching me. he's almost always doing that -- he leans into me, sits beside me at random times in our classroom, holds my hand and shoulders, and tickles me at the back of my neck and at my waist. it was weird, but i feel something from that. i try to know what that is, but i have no courage to do so. :) back to the college! :) hahaha!

me: oh, i saw it! but, is that really it? i thought it was on that side? (i pointed to the other side of the whole place)
richard: no, it was there. see, that's the train you take when you travel home. (he pointed to the train in the distance)

and yep, i do admit he's got a nice sense of remembering the places! i got mixed up that time, though i've know the place maybe a whole lot longer than he does. oh well.

we talked about more of the places that we were seeing from there, and then we talked a bit more about how IT all began. i mean, our friendship. i don't know how the conversation went there, but somehow, it managed. i teased him about how shy he was during the first week. and he told me that i was the same! i object to that very much hahaha! :)

THIS IS GONNA BE SO LONG, I SWEAR. IF I CONTINUE THIS STORY UNTIL THE 22nd of JANUARY, YOU'LL GONNA CURSE ME AND HATE ME FOR READING A NONSENSE AND OH-SO-LONG STORY. SO I'M GONNA STOP RIGHT HERE, AND WRITE WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AFTER SOME TIME. :) HAHAHA I'M SO SORRY IF YOU FEEL YOU'VE WASTED YOUR TIME READING THIS. BUT I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU A LOT TOO! :)
ErinValcourt ErinValcourt
22-25, F
Jan 23, 2013