When Things Turn Out Differently

Sometimes, things seem to be so beautiful... and yet, just a little something can change it all.

I was on the verge of well, liking someone... I was liking someone. And he likes me, as well. But we just can't be. It seems we jsut can't be.

He admitted to me that he's gay. Bisexual.

It seems surreal, you know. Until now, it still kinda upsets me... still shocks me..

But I understand. It hurts, but I understand. And you know what? I am proud of him for being able to tell me the truth and not letting me afll too hard before I get to know the truth. I guess, that in itself is a consolation. That in itself is LOVE.

I thought I was having another shot... but well, things turned out differently.

and again, I have to believe there is a reason for this.

mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
18-21, F
4 Responses Mar 5, 2009

Once I went into a gay bar with a friend who was a gay and he was the most amazing person I talked to.

i really wouldn't wanna think that i was taken advantage of.

i wish the best for your daughter, Tat.

Everything does happen for a reason. It just takes time for that reason to become clear.<br><br />
My (now ex) g/f's daughter was raped at 16. After graduating high school she joined the Army National Guard. At 20, she got orders to Iraq and a war zone. Currently, she's still in the Guard, and using her GI Bill and attending college to be a psychologist/youth counselor and is growing into a wonderful woman.<br><br />
Even though her mother and I have split, I still have contact with the daughter and am very proud of her.<br><br />
She is definitely one of the top 5 respected people on my list.