This goes out to all of the people who have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back to their old lover would put all the pieces back where they belong and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn’t a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people that periodically miss the past, but are so much more excited for the future. For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it’s better just to let go.
kaymiu kaymiu
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3 Responses Aug 26, 2014

This is where i hope to be. The sooner the better

That's maybe where I need to be, but I'm still stuck between "glad it's over" and "God, I hate this". Every day -no, every hour- is a new emotion.

My parents both got killed in front of my eyes. I dont know why. Im 14. This has messed up my world.

I wanted to kill myself. I said my gf goodbye trough facebook on message and to the others on public. I was jumping off a bridge. I did tell my gf where i was jumping. I didnt think twice of doing it. When i was almoast ready to jump, my gf just stood behind me, crying. I turned around, and held her thight. She held me even thighter to make sure i didnt jump after. She begged me to not to. I needed to promise.

She is what keeps me alive as of today, and she gives me curage to try to forget it.

I visit my parents grave 5x + a day. It gave me a serious trauma.

Ive leard something: stay strong. Dont give up. You only come to this world only once.

Man, this made me cry writing this.

Just.... A tip: never give hope.
I know my parents are looking down on me, like angels. They want me to be strong. Never give up hope. Please

I'm sorry for your loss I've experienced it myself my sister was killed when she was 15 ...
Life tears us apart sometimes and it's easy to give up and it can be so hard to stay positive ...
You got a good girlfriend there you got someone who cares about you
Remember your parents would want you to carry on a be happy ..
Even though they are gone you can still make them proud
Be strong all the best 😊

I know. But just.... To think about them not being here... Lucky i do have contact with them. How u might think? This is how: WARNING.

My parents house is not habited, and the goverment lets me visit it whenever i want to think.

One day i found myself just starting at my dads picture. He loved american football. There was a ball next to his picture, so i can memorize him. I sat down and just... Cried.

Suddenly the ball got trown at me. No1 was in the house exept for me. I got scared at first, but i imediately knew it could be my dad. Still with tears, i placed the ball back next to my dads picture and sat down. I saw it got trown at me again, this time i catched it. This made me cry, of happy tears.

I wanted to talk to my mom too. I knew what she loved the moast: a song i would sing to her every time i knew she felt sad. This is the song. Hope i dont cry writing it:

Dont worry, dont stress. Forget that big mess.
Dont feel sad, dont cry. Ignore that stupid lie.
Everything will be alright, just chill. I love you, and i always will.

When i sang it, i felt a touch on my face. I just bursted in tears.