Hard Lessons In Life

I believe things happen for a reason, even when you go through hardship, there's always a reason that you may not realise till later on, sometimes much later. Some of these are hard lessons to learn. Sometimes you make mistakes and things happen for a reason, it's not easy, life is not easy.

I think sometimes you go through a hard time in order for it to force you to make changes in your life. If you are unhappy about something you are more inclined to do something about it, than if you just accepted everything.

I'm wondering why the beep I'm suddenly depressed again. I want to give up, it's too hard. But I am a survivor and I've gone through even tougher times and I'm just managing to find the strength to make the changes that I deem necessary. I think fate or whatever you want to call it, is making sure I make those changes that I NEED TO make. In doing so, I have to suffer an amount of depression about my current life that forces me to make changes. I hope you understand what I mean.

Maybe if I wasn't suffering from depression right now I'd just carry on doing what I was doing.

IndigoPeachblossom IndigoPeachblossom
36-40, F
1 Response Mar 22, 2009

I think that's a good thought pattern. Learning to help yourself is very important! :) Carry on! :)