Fifty Shades...

One more thing: Let me say this...

Sometimes, I'm fifty shades of mixed up. Some days, I deserve a spankng but can't handle it because I am mixed up emotionally or mentally and can only see abuse. Some days, I can take it be fine and later I'm mixed up. IT IS NOT FOR ALL nor do all benefit from it, i.e., change behavior(s).

But there are times when I can't get straightened out if I am not spanked because for me it is a correctional device and discipline or punishment which ever way you look at it.

And then there are times, I want to be spanked and sometimes that is from the "fifty shades" of being mixed up or just because it turns me on.

callmemadison callmemadison
36-40, F
Sep 22, 2012