Some People Are Bound To Develop A Connection...................................with friends on here, especially if you talk often and on a daily basis. However, I DO NOT have a habit of throwing around words like "I love you",. I received an email from some jerk I don't even know, that accused me of saying those three little words, that mean so much to me, that is RIDICULOUS. I have a small circle, by choice, there are only three people who I talk to on a daily basis on here. I do feel a connection to friends on here, that is a normal thing, it's part of the human condition, However, to be accused of using such reserved words by a stranger, or perhaps it's a sociopath, which would be just my luck. I will not stop using EP, nor will I mistrust my closest friends because of some random lunatic, with a sick fixation or someone who is on my list and has made a fake account, I will make my circle smaller if necessary. For those of you who have not been added to my list, please don't take it personally, as I do not mean it that way. I have always been selective and a careful person, because I have trust issues. This is not a reflection on anyone else, it's the treason I don't get too happy with the "add" button. Another reason I like to keep my circle small is so that I can keep up on reading others stories and make a comment when I see or feel the need. This site mean a lot to me, as do the friends that I communicate with
There is one special person that I have so many things in common with (you know who you are) , and I am so glad we have crossed paths here on EP. I have found my world easier to deal with on a daily basis just because we talk a lot, and we understand each other very well. I have a husband that supports me in every way possible, and I am grateful for that. I know that so many people would give anything to have the relationship that I have been blessed with, to have someone that doesn't just tell you that they love you, but that shows you in every thing that they do!
To my husband, the man who always puts me first,,I appreciate you and I am grateful for everything that you do, and I know that you have sacrificed so much for me down through the years that we have been married, and even before we said " I DO". I could not continue on through the hand I have been dealt without you. You have always been understanding and patient with me even when, in my opinion, I didn't deserve it. You married me when I was seventeen, and you had to be not only a husband in those days, but a best friend who gave me guidance when I needed it, even though I refused to see that I did need it on several occasions. I look over those first few years and it makes really appreciate the maturity I have now, lol, I am so sorry I put you through so much. It could not have been easy for you then, and I know it's not now, though the problem now is not that I am immature, it;s knowing that you can't stand to watch me suffer, any more than I can take having to watch you battle the problems you have to deal with in a daily basis and on top of everything else. You will always have my love and support, along with my gratitude for everything, I LOVE YOU !! XD
I have one more thing to say to the sender of that email: YOU NEED HELP, I WILL FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE, AND WHEN I DO, I WILL CALL YOUR NAME OUT RIGHT HERE FOR ALL TO SEE!!! Have a nice day everyone. To my friends, I appreciate you with my whole heart.............................You now who you are.......................((HUGS))!!!
TwilightDream 36-40, F 6 Responses 1 Nov 20, 2011