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Always Wondered...

I've always wondered what happens after we die. Even when I was really young, I didn't believe that all the memories, all the thoughts and dreams and fears and needs could just disappear in a split second. I believe the soul must live on, somehow. This belief has comforted me as friends and family have passed away, which for that I'm grateful. However, I am still very confused about what happens when we die. I would like to know other people's views on this, because although I believe the soul lives on, I don't know where or how or in what form. I'd like to think they are everywhere, but I can't be sure.

fruityoldgrape fruityoldgrape 56-60, F 2 Responses May 7, 2009

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i had dream of the other side of death.if you are interested in detail ,i will write more
but i can say there is another side death where we live ,i seen that place in my dream ,i was not worried about life or death when this dream occurred to me
it was just 6 months after my father's death
in the dream i am standing behind a clear glass window ,i am seeing a green grass colored meadow on the other side .it looks like grass but i somehow know that it is not grass.i can see to my left some distance of the green meadow but can see to my right very far to the horizon.somehow i seems to know that the distances of this place is not real as we know here on earth.very far can be very near and very near can be very far

next i look at the beautiful grass meadow to see what is happening there .it looks like bright sun light of a summer midday;but surprisingly i see no sun any where in the sky,no moon no nothing in the sky blue sky ;no not even a cloud! I am surprised.no birds ,no animals no trees ;nothing except the green grass from left to right which ever way i look .

Another thing i notice from where i stand ;from behind my glass window is even more surprising - it seems the grass land got definite edges ;and floating somehow high up in the void ;somewhere ;floating on nothing .i feel the place neither hot nor cold ,somehow the temperature is controlled as in a nice air conditioned room i start liking the place very much .so i try to climb out of the window on to the lawn .surprise! i cannot go there

Now i notice something moving on the lawn , not very far from me .Another surprise;It is a long line of people moving from my left to my right ,some slow at walking speed some at running speed ;but always from my left and mostly in single line .i concentrate on them(in my dream) i wonder is there a door on my left for them to enter ?

now more surprises waiting for me in this strange place-
all these people are from all races and all places and countries of the earth . All are wearing off white flowing cloth gown .the cloth is of very fine material and i cannot identify what it is Some thing like a mix of white silk,white terylene ,white satin,something real exotic . more surprises now for me:- none of these people are walking !! but gliding in an upright standing posture !not touching ground ;neither i can see their feet ,hands which are the only things supposed to be outside gown ;face can be seen clearly. now i know i am in a real strange place where every thing is new.

(in my dream) i am looking hard at them to find how they move.no wings ! but still they are gliding ,skimming just above the green lawn.may be some unknown mechanism i think .or may be the wings are moving fast like fan blades that i can't see it ? i become curious about the right end of the lawn far in the horizon ;to which place each every one of them are in a hurry to go.why ?why they want go there?

suddenly i notice in the far horizon on the right a golden rainbow ;golden on the top line slowly getting pink to maroon red at the bottom.[As i said before, in this strange place near can look far and vice versa ] i see millions of pin head type dots in the maroon bottom light of the golden rainbow;wonder what are these pin points?millions of them?what?still i don't know what i am viewing or which place it is.but my doubts are cleared by what happens next

out of that millions of pinpoint dots far in the horizon ;one pin dot fly towards me at the speed of light and in one second that dot becomes a face on the other side of my window .it seems travel there is faster than light or may be that place has no time /space as is here.
i look at the face on the other side of my window;surprise it is my long dead grand father who died in 1980's.he is surprised to see me on this side of the mirror (earth) he thought i was on the other side of death!though he died when he was 90 he looks young like a 40 year old .he goes back to the crowd in the far horizon in an instant .now i realizes i am seeing a dead man's world !

more surprises :- i look at all those dead souls gliding past me in their white gown and i see next my Father who died just 6 months ago in the long line going to the golden rainbow.i communicate with him by thought ,he slows down looks at me , recognizes me .he just tell me "i have to go" (thought talk) and continue to the golden rainbow

now i am sure what i seen was a place where people land up after death i am not saying it as heaven or hell ;it is just that place where every ONE lands after death
i did not see any God or any other great guys there
may be they were there somewhere ;in the rain bow or beyond
God alone knows

FOR ME THAT PLACE WAS FULL OF SURPRISES THE GREATEST WAS THAT THERE IS NO 'TIME AND SPACE' AS WE KNOW HERE .AS I WAS BEHIND MY AIRTIGHT WINDOW I DID NOT HEAR ANY MUSIC OR SINGING OR SOUNDS ON THE OTHER SIDE .I AM NOT RULING OUT MORE SURPRISES IN THAT PLACE BECAUSE I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO GO ANYWHERE NEAR THE GOLDEN RAINBOW

BUT THERE IS A PLACE AFTER DEATH -SO THIS ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION

This is something I've contemplated a lot too. I believe we simply transform from one form of energy to another and I've had some difficulty putting my feelings about it into words. I have felt the energy of loved ones who have passed on all around me though.