My Own Heart
I believe wholly 100% in following your heart (in most cases), yet I find it so difficult to follow my own. I've been working on that a bit the past year or so, doing things I've always wanted to, but never had the courage (or opportunity) to do, but there are so many other ways in which my heart is still being neglected. I'm hoping to someday resolve those problems, & fulfill all my goals/dreams in life, but it's just so difficult. Everything's just so overwhelming. My heart just yearns for things I've never been able to give it. But I am trying, & there's nothing more that I can do. I wish things would just change over night & I could wake up tomorrow with an entirely new life, one in which I could truly be myself & truly exist in the world, but unfortunately, that's impossible & it's SO not going to happen. I guess both my heart & my self are going to have to continue to wait until I can finally overcome all these obstacles.
I just hope I don't have to wait much longer. I don't think my heart can take anymore. Or at least it doesn't deserve to.