JOY Really Does Come In the Morning
On january 1st 2002 i gave my life to God, that exact minute the devil started to throw things at me things i thought i should of never experienced at my age. I was 7 years old. Years after that i drifted away from him and my realtionship with God weakened and my life started to fall apart. THen in 2008 i was admitted into valhalla BEHAVIORAL CENTER because i wanted to kill myself. My whole family and church was praying for me. When my youth pastor came to visit me i cried and he told me everything would be alright. When i came out the hospital thats when i decided to rededicate my life to him but it wasn't until 3 weeks ago about in may of 2009 that i really gave my life to God, yesterday i felt like i didn't want to live anymore but i woke up this morning and prayed and i felt like God was hugging me telling everything was alright that he loved me still and that all i had to do was trust him and he would fix everything. Tears fell down my eyes and at that moment i realized that God really does exist and he loves me no matter what. It's true that joy really comes in the morning!!! Today is a new day and i feel so refreshed thats what i love about being a christian that even though i make mistakes God forgives me and i can start all over again.Well now every problem that comes my way i just turn to God with it and he takes care of them. Now i can finally truly say I BELIEVE IN GOD. I think it's amazing cause i was so depressed and to come out of depression so quick i knew it was only by God's grace why i wasn't one of those teenagers that killed their self or died from being depressed or had to stay in hospitals for years and have to keep being admitted i know it's only by God's grace why im not their now, so to God be the Glory.