I Need It

im such a sad person.. i have no real friends.. i struggle with deppresion and anxiety everyday i can barely manage school.. the only friend i think i have is this person i met over the internet she made me really happy..but i feel i made a huge mistake by putting my trust in her..its every day i think about her every single second..i just cant stop thinking of her.ive told her how i feel about her and..i dont know how she really feels. i think its really ruining my life.. and just making things worse for me..whenever i cant talk to her because she isnt online,or sometimes i think she just ignores me on purpose..i get nervous..like i think what if she never talks to me again?it just hurts me so bad..i really dont want to end our friendship because if i do that ill have no one to talk to..but at the same time it might be better for me if i did..this person is really important to me...

caleb93 caleb93
18-21, M
2 Responses Mar 13, 2010

Life is precious. Don't waste it like this. Just enjoy. Don't demotivate urself. Just bring a feeling in you that '' I'm the Best ''<br />
Wishing u a gr8 life ahead.

It probably won't help but >.<" I hope this quote makes it a bit sunnier for you:<br />
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"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past. There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."<br />
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*hugs*