Jesus I am trying to be as patient as possible. I know good things come to those who wait. But how long do I have so suffer? How long do I take the blame for something I did not do? How long do I hear the lies and see wrong doing and close my eyes? I know you must have felt the same while you were on the cross , when no one believed you . I know you were only telling the truth. I feel the same in this life. I do not belong in this world of lies. Why do you keep me hear. I love you with all my being and am willing to sacrifice anything for you . But if I keep quiet like this , I will not be able to endure anymore. Your daughter , who needs you so much! Please answer.