L Believe Bt Am Scared Cz My Faith Z A Bit Weak

lm 23 now en 2 days afa turning 21 someting horrible happend 2 me. l ws involvd n a car accident dat left me so disabled l couldnt lift a finger. l dnt go 2 church bcos my family are drunkards & they always out partying bt l pray & read da bible as often as l cn. l cry evryday and l gut no one 2 2k 2 exept Jesus Christ. Hez been wit me evry step of da way & hez da reason l hevnt commited suicide bcos l believe dat he cn heal me.