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I Think I Was Given a Karmic Test

Tonight, I went through hell and back again.  A friend reached out for help and there was no way for me to help her.  I thank God, the Universe, Allah, and whatever name you want to apply to the Supreme Being who created this world-----that she is okay.

I'm working so hard to trust in the Universe and believe that all will be as it should be.  Some days are so much more difficult than others.

Exactly one week ago today, I wrote a story in this experience about Karmic tests.  I believe that my experience tonight was one of those tests.  I hope and pray that I passed.  I hope and pray that by tomorrow morning, I will have recognized the lesson I was supposed to learn.

I do not ever want to go through this again..............

goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 11 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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Wow! You're so right.

This is the way you left me,<br />
I'm not pretending.<br />
No hope, no love, no glory,<br />
No Happy Ending.<br />
This is the way that we love,<br />
Like it's forever.<br />
Then live the rest of our life,<br />
But not together.<br />
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Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life<br />
Can't get no love without sacrifice<br />
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well<br />
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell<br />
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This is the hardest story that I've ever told<br />
No hope, or love, or glory<br />
Happy endings gone forever more<br />
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted<br />
And I'm wastin' everyday<br />
<br />
This is the way you left me,<br />
I'm not pretending.<br />
No hope, no love, no glory,<br />
No Happy Ending.<br />
This is the way that we love,<br />
Like it's forever.<br />
Then live the rest of our life,<br />
But not together.<br />
<br />
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind<br />
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around<br />
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep<br />
I can think that we just carried on<br />
<br />
This is the hardest story that I've ever told<br />
No hope, or love, or glory<br />
Happy endings gone forever more<br />
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted<br />
And I'm wastin' everyday<br />
<br />
This is the way you left me,<br />
I'm not pretending.<br />
No hope, no love, no glory,<br />
No Happy Ending.<br />
This is the way that we love,<br />
Like it's forever.<br />
Then live the rest of our life,<br />
But not together.<br />
<br />
A Little bit of love, little bit of love<br />
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]<br />
<br />
I feel as if I'm wasted<br />
And I'm wastin' everyday<br />
<br />
This is the way you left me,<br />
I'm not pretending.<br />
No hope, no love, no glory,<br />
No Happy Ending.<br />
This is the way that we love,<br />
Like it's forever.<br />
To live the rest of our life,<br />
But not together.<br />
<br />
MIKA<br />
Go and look at youtube<br />
Good song for this story

U deserve more than a hug and a kiss, you deserve a mojito. I was that friend without you I don't know what would have happened. U are an inspiration and I am so sorry I put you through this. Thank you for always being there.

Thank you Journey. I've met so many wonderful people here. I wish I could put you all in my backpack and keep you with me all day and all night long.

I'm accepting all the positive loving energy that I can. I'm beginning to feel just a little bit lighter than I did earlier and am grateful that I recognize it.<br />
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Thank you for the compliement. That's all I can say to everyone, is thank you.

You passed cause you have a caring heart and are very understanding and patient, you deserve a Hug for what you did for your friend tonight :)

That's the truth. Most of us are far harder on ourselves than we ever would be to anyone else. <br />
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This was a horrible crisis situation for you and you did well. It will take a bit of time for you to be able to settle down. You must be just shaky with the shock of it all. <br />
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I am sure there are many of us here sending you love and positive loving energy right now. Take it in to help soothe you. You are a beautiful soul

Ok, ok---Mr Conscience. I hear you loud and clear.<br />
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I'm not even going thank you again. I don't want it to lose it impact. <br />
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You even got a little grin out of me this time.....

<i>I hope and pray that I passed. </i><br />
Life is not pass/fail.<br />
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<i>I hope and pray that by tomorrow morning, I will have recognized the lesson I was supposed to learn.</i><br />
YES! You passed! <br />
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(geez, i hope the irony isn't lost there....)

Thank you. I will try. <br />
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I feel like I just recently posted a comment saying that we all do the best we can moment by moment. Each moment, our best will change. Funny how I can apply that to others, but forget when I need to remember it for myself.

My thoughts are with you, Iwantmore. Always trust that if you are meant to do something then you will be shown to do it. Don't agonize over searching for the lesson. Let it unfold. Know that you did your best.