Karma~ An Eye For An Eye

Karma is everywhere. I love how it's probably the most fair judge of the universe. Does that make sense?

Anyways, I know Karma will always find a way. A long, long time ago, I was involved with a really sweet guy I met on here. But when I had feelings for another guy, I told him that we couldn't be together and I couldn't tell him why, but it would be better for the both of us. I blocked him, as childish as that is, and haven't talked to him since. I was twelve years old then, and he was seventeen, so I don't know why it lasted as long as it did.

I've always believed if I did something that I shouldn't have, I will get punished. This year I dated the same guy I left my ex for, even though I didn't think he'd ever go for me anyways. But after a month of him telling me he loved me, he stopped calling and told all of his facebook friends he was dating some girl Sam. I have a feeling I am wounded just as badly as my other ex when I blocked him.

So, Karma got me good :/ And in that way, I sort of deserved it. Even though it wasn't all my fault.

I think that since I don't believe in religion, I should teach my kids how Karma works and let that set in. I don't know lol I probably won't have kids. I want to adopt a baby from somewhere in Asia. I have for about a year now. But I don't really know how that'll work out and I am totally not old enough to make decisions like that yet.
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Jul 4, 2011