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The Shape Of Your Heart

"Peter ?

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Piotr?
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Piotr, look how wet I am.
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Piotr, I want you.
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Say something or I will kill myself."

"No Jasmine, Please let it go. I want to be alone."

"Liar!  Piotr, you are a liar. You wrote all these beautiful words to attract me and now you want me to let it go. Liar! I wish I could hate you…. Why did you call me in the first place? Why did you let me love you?"

"No Jasmine, this is not love… I don’t know how to love. I know how to talk about it but I don’t know how to love."

"Was it all a joke? Did you play with me, Piotr?"

"No, I can’t say that I love you, if I don’t feel it.... You see - a woman is carrying a secret about her. Something you want to know, something you want to possess. You do everything to learn what it is...but She is hiding. Not showing her true colors. You believe it is something that can make you happy, something you were looking for. You say all those words you believe in. You believe in secret.  Then, she opens up and you can see who she really is and ..."

"I did not hide, Piotr. You had me as you wanted me jut at the first  time. I never asked for anything. I just wanted to feel you deep, deep inside."

"Jasmine you are me, you are my imagination. I call you Jasmine, I call you Rebecca. But you are just a dream. A dream which I can’t understand, you are the unknown."

"Piotr, when we make love, I am not sure how much of it is a dream. Why do you have to complicate everything?  What don’t you understand?"

"What is the shape of your heart, Jasmine? How is it?"

"I am not as perfect as you see me, Piotr. I made many mistakes in my life. I suffered and suffered a lot.  Suffering made me who I am. But I know you don’t want to see me like that…. That is why I always show myself like this. Beautiful … full of lust … naked … soaked …  Piotr, I just want to be with you as much as you desire me. I love you!  The shape of my heart has your face."


"Are you sure, Jasmine?"

"Yes Piotr, you want me to be a cat now. Sure, Pet me. I will always be with you."

"Zorro, You bastard! Stupid cat. You just want to be fed. Silly cat, I love you so much"


                       
Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 5 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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I just never know with your posts, It's like there is a free and open interpretation for each different person. But the things i perceived from your story was first that sometimes our hearts and our imagination can play tricks to us, second i think that in life we not only learn about ourselves but what our hearts are capable of . In each one of us, including me, i feel like there is a desire to possess love. When i think about it love cannot be possessed..It is something you feel, it is a tender and selfless attitude. Also, let me quote thisI "love you! The shape of my heart has your face." . this is so touching... to me.. this is what love is , to see your reflection in someones eyes...to have a person not only have your heart but be part of your whole being and soul.

Very true.
Thank you for your beautiful comment.

Nice post..:)

Thank you.

Brilliant.....I love it..

Amazing.

I really like this phrase <br />
"I know how to talk about it but I don’t know how to love".<br />
This is true for many.

I am glad you like it.

It is true some people can not feel for others. They only hope is to read and write about what they think love is. Love isn't suppose to hurt or you have to guess what that person feels. Some people confuse "in love" , love, and lust. Makes me wonder, have that person ever been "in love" at all. Great work, like always.

There is always hope. When you are in love there is not much difference between love and lust I believe. I am not sure how much you can confuse love and lust. When love is the case there is no problem. But sometimes you go for lust if you can't find love. But sometimes is only lust. In this case all is very complicated. You can't draw simply line here and pin point this is this and this is this. But I am sure all of us look for love.

Yes it is always hope for in love. There is a fine line of lust and love. I do agree. Love is complicated. If it wasn't more of us, what have someone.