True Love Is Sacrifice...

Why do people have to love? even we all know that love can only makes us cry and feel terrible pain that only time can heal...

Even if we knew how much we love that person, and we know to ourselves that we can able to give everything and anything to that person, they can also make us do the things we don't usually do, like making you cross oceans from city to province using plane just to see her, finding her office in a big city without any idea where to start, cooked her a meal for her lunch after getting home on an evening schedule and deliver it to her office, putting an I love you sign in a freeway and has red balloons all over the bridge saying I love you with her name on it, surprising her a chocolate, throw pillow and flowers in her office table, finding yourself creating a customized pillow that you knew she really loved, creating customized cards with her photo on it, throwing her a surprised birthday party and sometimes you let yourself get humiliated and embarrassed etc...

Maybe some of you would never believe that someone can do this for someone they love, or some women would never believe that there's someone is willing to do this for you... all for the sake of love, for others it's insane, crazy and pathetic.. but for us hopeless romantic people its sweet and romantic... Its our manifestation of love, those small things that we do... is the only way we knew how to show our feelings for someone we choose to love... like me... I'm so proud to shout in the universe how much I love this person that I chose to love, even we knew that at the end of the day, that she will only rejects you... because she can't love me the way I love her...

Very frustrating isn't it? but what can we do, even you love her so much, this much, and even how good is your heart. It's not enough for this person not too hurt you... Yes, you can be exhausted by the pain it brought you, but once you love the person, you'll never get tired of loving her.... of course you can be tired in everything that you do for her, and if you feel tired, you can pause for a while and do it again and again until you admit to yourself that you're fed up. At least we knew to yourself that we gave our best, we took the shot and we knew we wouldn't regret everything what we've done for the one we really love, and at least you already answered your WHAT If's?, they say that nothing is really over unless you stop trying, it's true though. But sometimes we have to admit to ourselves that there are battles that you had to surrender and accept the fact that we can never have that person in our life no matter how much we want them to be.

If we show, exert our effort pushing ourselves to do extra miles only for one thing... for that only thing... to beloved by person we chose to love.
From there, I can safely say that we did a good job. What can we do? as much as we cannot force that person to love us, we can't stop loving them.
And what's funny? they broke our heart in a thousand tiny pieces... but each and every one of those pieces still loves them.

But even if we cried, hurt, and exhausted why do we still chose to love? It's because... it's the most wonderful feeling in the world and to love and beloved by the person we chose to love can complete us and I can safely say we can be happy... :)

I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

Yuki24 on September 5, 2012

I'm tired of loving someone who doesn't love me back, I'm tired of taking care of someone who doesn't care and give a damn about me, Why is it so hard to be happy? How I wish I could meet someone who would love me and care of me even 10%, because I am very much willing to fill the 90% to her......... I'm so damn tired and exhausted
yuki24 yuki24
22-25, F
4 Responses Sep 6, 2012

Such a love take you more close to God and even she doesn't love you back but still you feel her presence around you and that feeling is enough to make us happy and live our life

I'm much older than you, and have lots of experience with love, but I've never truly given love a chance until now. My bf loves me like you love your beloved, and has traveled across the country for me, endured heartache because of pain I inflicted upon him, given me thoughtful gifts, all of which I didn't appreciate, but I do now... I hope that one day, she wakes up as I did, before it's too late, and you're gone, realizing that love like that doesn't come around every day.

yes.. experiencing love like that cannot be happen everyday, its not everyday that you can meet a person that will love you as much as you deserve... but you only hurt him as much as he deserves.... this why people like us are already endangered.... because most of the people don't know how to take care of us.

sometimes... there's no more second chances... :(

I don't believe in forever unfortunately. We can try to love someone but unfortunately it doesn't last!

love is like many things is this world youhave to work at it every day if you want it to live

yes amny times you give in or adjusted for the one you love and they should do it for you

how I wish they can... but for me its enough that they care for me, love me and have fun with me :)