Is It Just Me, Or Is The World Ending More Often These Days?

i believe in love, yet i have no reason to. never seen it work, never made it work,yet i wont stop keeping my hopes up. **** hopes. hope is just a hallway with many doors, all leading to disappointment when you open them up.
but my mind and heart will never be in sync because although i see life in what i call "real" but others call "pessamistic" way, i'll never be able to stop feeling like something better awaits.
matiswest matiswest
18-21, M
Dec 2, 2012