At Least I Hope SoMy life, even my future was controlled and set out before me. My parents had even arranged for me to marry within the faith so that i could become a proper Mormon wife.
Love was never a part of the story.
Now I have to wonder what it is that I believe in. I loved my family and when I started asking too many questions about our faith, they cast me out. I loved my friends and most of them turn their backs on me because I was no longer a "true believer".
It is hard to believe in something that you never truly felt or understood. Still I am hoping that I will one day find someone who will show me what love is beyond what I have seen in movies and read in books.
SeekingAmanda 22-25, F 0 Jan 31, 2013