My Present And My Future

as u all know about my past if u dont know so read my other stories and confessions ... i was in love with a girl she was from differnt group and i was from differnt group .. we got engaged our perants were not happy with it but we got engaged..but she left me on nov 2012 ... she married another guy from her group(firka/tribe) she was not for me i get it and god save me because she was not a good person she was using me and i know she would have left me in future maybe she would have ask for me for divoce any how here were problems between us but i still love her ... i was all broke apart when left me i attemted suicide and was really far away from life but my perants bring me back to life i get a job completing my double mba now and today my perants find a girl for me and my marriege would be arrange kind of marriege.....i am only 24 yrs i think ...lol..or less ..so now going to get committed again with a girl i dont love her now but i will love her for her kindness and her companionship we both havnt talk to each other till now have seen each other but havnt talk..hoping we would talk soon i hope ..well i wan to thank my ep frnds they supported me alot ..but still thre is emptiness my past huant me ... and my future is standing and welcoming me to give a hug... i am in middle in pesent and confused would should i do... my thinking is that now after all hard days and broke apart situation i dont ask for any thing from god i just thank him and wait what he will give me next according to my deeds i know god will give me the best because he cares about his human beings....so just walking on the path which god has created and my eyes are closed .................let see what happen in future. ....this was my story in short....i have taken the important part out about my ep frnds and my job lol.... maimoona love u and sundus baju wan give u a hug and do baly baly(dance) with u lol...:) :( ....:/ :) .i am happy also and sad too ..lol... dont know why