I know my heart is still hurt now, but I believe that someday there is a biggest love will be there for me and for my kids. The real loves that we never had before. I believe everything will be change if that time is coming. And I hope that will become the first and the last love for me. I believe that God will send to me a perfect man who can be my husband and be a nice father for my kids. And I hope that will coming soon after I can forget about my past.