Silent

I didn't fully believe in it until I met someone who made me feel... yeah. Indescribable. And he doesn't even know it. I'm pathetic because I know that we haven't spoken in seven months. I usually see him and then a heap of months go by. But I hold onto the feeling. Even if we didn't talk, I remember the times in which we did, and how it made me feel. It's all I have because I don't know how I'm supposed to say anything without looking like a freak.

The last time I saw him, I didn't say anything to him. He looked bored, though he was with his friends, but I've noticed that about him; he always looks like he gets dragged out to their get-togethers and whatnot. At one point, I was waiting for my friend, who spoke to someone that stood right next to him. I wished I could say something, but I didn't. I'm not sure he even noticed me there.

The point is, I never got it before. But now I do.

FateCantDecide FateCantDecide
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 12, 2009

You're welcome. =]

thanks- this is a good story!