Beautiful Light and Kitten
i am a hindu .living in india. after death of my 3 little kitten pets. i was deeply hurt. i felt intense pain in heart. mostly i dont feel sad for any human death.
few months back. a cat came to my house and became freindly with us. we use to feed them.. that cat was really beautiful. one day that cat gave birth to 4 kitten. i was really happy and i use to watch those kitten playing and all 4 of them are really beautiful and they are like angel. when ever i see them playing - i felt realy good and my blood pleasure went down.we had great time playing with that kittens. after 3 month- grew healthy. suddenly one day one of them the kitten died . i felt really sad- extremely painfull. i never even cried for any human death.but after a loss of my pet. it was shocking and mentaly affected. 2weeks later another 2 kittens died. i cant explain how terrible it was.
i was helpless and i cant do anything to stop its death. i searched internet for to know what death is all about. then i stumbled upon on near death experience. then i downloaded a ebook called "nothing is better than being dead". i dont want death of my beloved kittens go in vain.
i started reading those NDE experinces, suddenly a world in front of me disappeared. there was no body around me at all. all i see is a vision, at first there is only void empty blackness around me. here i dont feel any fear.i was totaly in other dimension. i still have the awareness of me without any body at all. suddenly i started moving(not moving but void emptiness vanishing slowly) towards a beautiful light. the light is so beautiful you cant see those light on this earth. light i saw was changing very slowly from golden brownish, then orangish then greenish blue yellow. mixture of all colour and hues .nearest possible explanation about light i saw is this. real beauty can only be experienced when you feel it. it was so beautiful to look at. and i also heard a beautiful sound which is more like angels howling chorus or may it is sound of "OM". it was so pleasent to hear it. suddenly i could feel presence of others around me. here others i meant was. there were other like me in this beautiful dimension. it was like heavenly . i could feel other being like me in this dimension surrounded by beautiful light and sound. i feel some being next to me. suddenly a wave of intense happiness or may be bliss or extreme hapiness covered my being. i never felt those hapiness ever before i my life here on earth. remember there was no body of mine but only the feeling of "i" and vision. i could see without my eyes and i could hear without ears. there were no thoughts in me but only this vision.no thoughts no earth but only heavenly light and sounds and heaven beings like me . i really dont know why those happiness surrounded me. whether it came from other beings around me in this beautifull dimension or it came from god itself.
then suddenly this beautiful vision vanished. then world in front of me came once again. i mean i regained this world.tears came down my cheeks. i felt very emotional. I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH TIME PASSED. may few seconds or may be few minutes . actually, i felt no time at all in this heavenly beautiful dimension. the dimension i saw in my vision may be belong to some eternity and infinity. time simply stopped. the heavenly vision i saw was like flash. i can explain lot, better way to understand my experience is by experiencing yourself.
now i feel that those 3 kittens which came to me were god himself to awake me from ignorance. now only one kitten is alive. we living happily ever after. i prayed god that after my marriage the kittens which died must reincarnate as my children. i promised him i will look after my children (kitten) and we will live happily.
this incidence totaly changed me. a life changing experience. whereever i see a animals , like cat ,dog,squirrils, birds etc i wish them to live longer and attain salvation, mukthi as soon as possible.i summon god , i request god with love to give them salvation as soon as possible. i believe only unconditional love can make bring me towards god.
after the that heavenly vision i feel everything is ok. just fine. one day i will go to the same place i saw in vision. i will meet those lovable kittens and we will be in bliss eternally- love and love alone.we loved ones will be absorbed in this heavenly dimension and remain in eternal bliss. now i beleive there is no death at all.only our body dies not our awareness(self or being).
i searched for internet , i want to know whether same thing happened to any one else. i ended up here. i extremelly happy to see two people in this website wrote very similar(99% similarity) experience like me.
god is not limited to particular religion he is for all.god is something more than what our chruch or hindu religion thought us.