Feeling Lost

my online Master has had RL family and health issues the past two weeks, and after 6 weeks of intense training daily, i find myself at a loss. Where do i go now? As the days go by, i find myself more and more anxious.
ToPleaseHim ToPleaseHim
46-50, F
1 Response Jan 18, 2013

While I understand your feeling of loss or abandonment, the real question is do you truly belong to your Master or are you merely using him for your own needs? If you belong to him you will understand and wait, but if you are in it for your own needs then you need to end that relationship and seek a new one.