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Fragmented I Think

OK..I have come to the end of my tether trying to find help from others and myself. Since I was 6 years old I have been almost obsessed with the 1940s and 1950s, a certain city during that era and certain people of that era. I have found that my life has run almost exact parallel to a person from that era, whom will remain nameless here. I look at pictures of this city from that era and feel so warm and comfortable. I listen to music and do my makeup like that era. I have memories from that era that are not mine or are they just fantasy? I have become depressed, melancholy/homesick and know that when I die I will be able to go back. I often wonder if I am delusional...words cannot express the agony I have felt over this. I often feel like I am outside of myself..like I am not me but someone else.
yvonnemt1 yvonnemt1 41-45 2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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I Know how you feel.I feel the same way about a little researched time in Briton (Early British) history and little at the time was documented. Around 460 - 540 A.D. I guess we are expected to remember our mistakes in such past lives and try not to make the same ones in the future. I often feel lonely, like I am in the wrong place and doing the wrong thing.

Wow ~ I thought I was nuts too for a similar reason! I have always felt I belonged in the 1800's...17th Century...I have seen the large house I lived in many times, I love the furniture, art and fashion from that time...and I am obsessed with all things from that era. I am currently 'trying' to learn astral projection...in the hopes I might go back to visit.

You've piqued my interest...off to research astral projection!