Soul Madness MatesThere are many soul mates one can encounter in a life time. Some are soul friends, some are soul enemies, some are soul pet companions, some are soul lovers, one is consistent, for life, a soul companion and lover and unconditional life mate, that is the one we all say we want to find or gloat that we have already found.
We fail to think about our "soul madness mates" because they are often intense and short lived and we generally like to tell ourselves that we have forgotten all about them once they are gone. Of course, they are always in there, even if we have shoved them far back into our subconscious minds.
I encountered one of those once. Those types will stop you in your tracks, they make intelligent individuals forget their names and their morals. They weave magical charms that knock you out and they can instantly create utter chaos in your normally serene life. They usually come gift wrapped in pretty packages and they have eyes that dance and sparkle with life, they compel you to look into their eyes and once you do, you are lost in there somewhere for a time.
When you meet them, you feel "found" as if all of your life you have been lost and now, you are found, validated, stimulated, energized and at home in your own skin. You share the same thoughts, you start one another's sentences and you finish them too. You run into them almost every time you leave your house. You cannot stop talking to one another, you pour out your soul and you smile so much, your face aches. The passion is blinding, sex and more sex, there can never be enough sex with these kind, you walk around hungry for them, even when they are beside of you, or inside of you, you are insatiable for their touch, their body, their mind, their scent, their goodness and especially their badness.
Then one day, it all implodes on itself, you wake up and they look like their real selves, the gift wrap is no longer there, they don't sparkle any longer, their eyes are dull and uninspiring, their face is demanding or boring. You realize how utterly foolish you have behaved and you ponder what in the world were you thinking?
hillbillycrone 51-55, F 11 Responses 8 May 17, 2011