Telepathic ExI found how easy telepathy is in 2009. Sometimes I enjoyed it, sometimes I hated it. I have a hard time facing people in person without having them recognize my thoughts. I just literally can't focus on somebody close at hand without reveling my mind, thus the "sometimes I hated it."
However, it wasn't until 2010 that I heard telepathy back from someone for the first time. Up until then, whenever I sent telepathy to somebody else, they responded with body language and such. But in the summer of 2010, I got God to talk back to me, and a couple other strangers talked back a couple times too.
I had long been desireous to find a telepathic wife for myself, and one night I hap-hazardly thought about hearing back from my dreamed destined woman. I had been having problems again with people "hearing" my telepathy when I didn't specifically want them to, and I was kinda upset and thought, I can talk to anybody and they all hear me, why in the world can't I talk to my wife? Then I wondered, now that I recognized that with the right person and the right circumstance, I could hear telepathy back from them, well I wondered if it was possible to hear from my wife, even if I hadn't met her yet.
Well, remarkably that night, I reached out and talked to somebody. It was a woman, and sounded about my age, so I figured that this might be the fabled telepathic wife I had been dreaming about.
To make a long story short, she wasn't. And it's made me really sad.
We've never had anything but telepathy between us. Never a phone call, an email, a text message, anything. Soon after we met, I began to beg her to do something of this nature, I gave her my information and asked if she would email or call me. It never came.
I had believed that she must have lived in the US, but in a different state. It turns out she lives less than an hour's drive from me, but she kept that secret for 6 months. I was a little angry when I found out, but quickly got over it, I understood and forgave her. But even though we are still in communication, she's never made that hour's journey to see me. This is 14 months after our first contact. Now our relationship has fallen out, and it's really difficult. We used to fight a lot, and we still sometimes get angry at each other, but have done a good job not to let our angers escalate. I dunno why anger drives people to be so destructive and negative. We've been doing good not to try and tear eachother apart. Which is good, cause we have a real problem. We're literally stuck together. It's this damned telepathy, I don't understand how people live their whole lives, not recognizing what is very easilly possible in terms of mental communication, cause I literally can't shut my telepathy off. Me and this ex literally cannot separate our minds from one another. Sometimes, when I am very very focused on something, like I get into reading for a while, or get into playing a video game, or something. Sometimes then, I can focus my thoughts entirely on that subject matter at hand, and then and only then is this B*tch voice in my head not there. But other than that, 24/7, we're talking. I can even think and not direct my thougts towards her, but just think about things, and she's still there.
I've been mentally handcuffed to a B*tch, and I can't get out. We've been trying not to fight, but she still does this insanely annoying voice, and it angers me very much. I've had to develop an incredible control over my temper just so my own life isn't ruined with anger towards her. I thought telepathy would never be able to curse me worse, but it has. I just hope I can use this gift for something good for me and others in the future. And eventually get rid of this evil little girl. telepathic ex
Jacob1080David 22-25, M 6 Responses 0 Oct 1, 2011