I Want It To Stop!
From the time of my mid-teens I have had this ability to sense people’s energy around me. As the years go by it is becoming more, and more unbearable for me to be around, and interact with other people. I either get a sense that is non-specific or a sense that is so strong my mind becomes wrapped in chaos, and my muscles tense up really bad. I can see the light in people. When their light is faint, it drains me to the point that I have to take a pill to calm down. It is especially worse if the person is behind me, it is as if they are sucking the life out of me, and I feel as though I am going to die from starvation.About eight years ago I took massage courses, and had to drop out after the first quarter. If the person I touched was having issues like an upset stomach or emotional distress it would be inside of me following the message. For hours after I would do the massage I would be so high strung, and feel out of control.I am extremely sensitive to the weather, ALL weather. If I wake up in a totally black room with no window, I can feel the weather before I even look outside. If there is a storm blowing in with thunder, and lightening, I can’t sleep, I feel this “thing” hovering over my consciousness.Is there something wrong with me? Is there some way I can block all of the people who are out of control around me, so they stop draining me of my energy?Thank You,Sara Mae