^_^

I hate the idea of 'perfection' because it means such different things to everyone. Trying to be 'perfect' just causes so much self-loathing and anxiety that I've given up now, and not trying to be perfect has made me so much happier than I was before. i think as long as i still have the people i love, and who love me back, around me, my life will be pretty damn close to prefect.