I Really Need Assistance

I have been studying the loa HEAVILY now for about 3 mths. It has taken a while but I think I have gotten the grasp. Here's my issue. For the last three months I have been searching for the one thing that is going to bring me JOY. I just want to serve my purpose. I have had many thoughts that have excited me that I thought could be the "ONE" only to be dissappointed when it lost it's flare when the next thing came around. Long story short I have been a musician for along time and have always thought that because I have been blessed with a voice and can write music that, that is my purpose. I have discarded that dream many times because I have been told and allowed my self to believe that I have to many cards stacked against me. Three days ago I had a gut wrenching moment that I believe cannot be ignored. I heard from my higher self that I have been running from my purpose for a loong time. When I decided to set my goal and vision on my purpose once and for all my life has been turned upside daown. I am within three short days the brundt of my works jokes people are continually talking about me making things up and just being hateful in general. The odd thing is before I decided to make my goal concrete all was well. I would say that I am attracting this behavior but I thank God every day for my job and continually affirm that I love my job and my co-workers. Could this be the universe pushing me to foolow the plan. I really need help. I have a goal that requires a lot of faith and positive emotion and for the last three days I have had to spend my time counteracting the negative energy. I come home exhausted finding it hard to follow through with my plan. I recieved a message in my spirit today that went something like this. You have asked for a plan. This is the first part of the plan. I felt like I was being asked to leave my job immediately. When I hesitated this is the message I recieved. IF you are finding it hard to find the faith to get past the first step you will not have the faith to believe for what you are asking. People this is serious. I believe in my vision I have the desire faith and motivation to back it up. But i also have three children a wife and debt coming out of my ears. PLEASE if you can help. I would greatly appreciate it.
rhino007 rhino007
31-35, M
10 Responses Aug 11, 2010

Go to youtube and type in the search "you can heal your body" series 1-10 the woman lies it out well it applies to everything not just healing your body... good luck.. be the joy..

Regarding Law of Attraction, the rule of thumb is to value the way you feel. Find the precise feeling tone of the result you want in life and mentally hold onto it as often as feels perfect and otherwise generally remain very upbeat, proactive, and free feeling in life. Then do whatever it takes, follow any instincts, be open to every experience that results from holding that feeling tone in mind and eventually it comes to pass. Do it and see, but don't check up on it, just forget the result and think about the feeling and let the result surprise you. One must allow it to be an easygoing thing. The only task is to stay focused on the feeling tone of the desire, maintain its integrity as you make your way positively, happily, and freely in the world. Follow the instincts that come as you hold the feeling tone. As long as you do this things will work out, as long as you trust it. It's not enough just to do that though, you have to ensure there's no resistance. Attention to obligations and naysayers is to be held back. You have to find a way to block them out, to not care, to ignore them so you can keep pure the feeling of your vision. I guarantee you as long as you're being proactive and positive and independent beneficial opportunities will show themselves as events unfold. You just have to make sure your vision is stronger than anything they could say or do. Let them have their thoughts, you maintain the integrity of your perfect feeling tone and keep it and watch what happens when you do. It's amazing.

If something deep inside is telling you that you need to do this...you had better listen! Sounds like you have the part of what you are supposed to do...so all you need is the how. I am struggling with that part myself. It is hard to have the unfailing belief that all will work out as it should when you have all the other fears of the "but what if". I am not the bread winner for my family so I am not exactly in your shoes. But my husband has gone through your exact same issue many times. He would come to me with an idea or a strong notion to quit where he was working follow something better. I always stood beside him and told him to go for it. Sometimes it was hard inbetween..but guess what...it always worked out for the best. We both had to prod each other along at times reminding one another to believe it would all work out. And it did. And we grew even closer with one another for it. I won't sugar coat it and tell you it will be easy cause you will have some bumpy spots on the path...but it will happen and it will all work out. Just keep that undying faith and believe. And may I suggest some tranquil meditation. Just find some healing, inspirational meditation music that strikes your fancy, lay back while listening with your eyes closed...and dream. You may be amazed at what answers comes to you.

These are your words: "Here's my issue. For the last three months I have been searching for the one thing that is going to bring me JOY. I just want to serve my purpose." <br />
Re visit the basic's of LOA. Listen,to the words and find where they tell you the basic's. You are searching for an exterior THING, what you need to do is turn inside and find the THING(s) that make you feel joyful, happy. Remember the good feelings -vs- bad feelings, what you are looking for lives inside of you. Look inside and let the goodness come forward, everything else will fall in place.

The Shiekh,<br />
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I DO agree with most of what you've stated and even posted a response about ASK, BELIEVE, & RECEIVE as it relates to law of attraction.<br />
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Here it is...<br />
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Not to take away from anyone's perspective!<br />
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I've just been at this for a very long time and see the fallout from "The Secret" on a daily basis.<br />
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Case in point...<br />
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#1 - Ask...<br />
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If you "ASK" the universe for something doesn't that imply that the universe is in control...NOT you.<br />
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If so...IT (the universe) can take it's merry time in delivering what you asked for.<br />
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Isn't it better to "BE" that desire and claim control over your own destiny. <br />
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Sorry to steal this from the movie Invictus (really it's from William Ernest Henley)...<br />
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"I am the master of my fate - I am the captain of my soul" <br />
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not...<br />
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"The Universe - is the master of my fate - The Universe - is the captain of my soul"<br />
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#2 - Believe...<br />
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if you "BELIEVE" something will happen or manifest doesn't that really mean it's in the future tense instead of NOW!<br />
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It's better to KNOW it as "NOW" in the present tense - instead of believing "it will be" in the future! <br />
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I always envision the rabbit chasing the carrot on a string as a metaphor for what people are doing when they say, "it will happen in the future"!<br />
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#3 - Receive...<br />
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Again...asking the universe for something to manifest is also implying that you DON'T have it. When there is conflict (energetically or otherwise) the outcome is nothing.<br />
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Nothing happens in conflict. Once conflict is resolved then cause and effect comes into play and creation can happen.<br />
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The proper way to use the natural laws of "conscious creation" is to enjoy what you are seeking so you in turn let "enjoyment" be the vehicle to attract what is already manifested.<br />
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This is more advanced and borders on quantum theory.<br />
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Hope this helps...

The thing is sometimes the true calling in life does not require that we leave jobs to go after it, as romantic and nice as this might sound. <br />
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Do you consider your current job to be a service oriented job , if yes , then it is to my own understanding that you are being tested for patience , wisdom , etc to start listening to more wisdom to unfold from within you ! thats is right. <br />
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those gut feelings and inner words will no seize to grow and become more frequent ... I suggest to eliminate any doubts that you do ask the question "What I'm supposed to do instead?" and listen ... upon getting a clear insight about next the further step you might want to go ahead and entertain accepting it .. <br />
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the loa , says .. ASK, BELIEVE and RECEIVE. <br />
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I can see a good hesitation cause to be you can't work there , but hesitation for example is not needed when you are told what you are supposed to do instead. once you you do get that answer from within you .. believe that what you were told will work out .. then get into the receiving by making it happen. I hope I said this in a sense making way. if not you are welcome to ask more about this.

Rhino007,<br />
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it's called "chaos theory" and NO it's not the X-box game with Sam Fisher...even though that is a cool game. <br />
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You can look at it here for FREE. It's explained in good detail.<br />
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http://themagicofquantum.com/<br />
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Enjoy!

which books or what materials have you read as far as LOA? I found for me that in the beginning it was hard to shift and change what was so engraved in me. However, with the right teacher and right books I was able to. My case it's Sandra Anne Taylor. i am aligned with her books and materials. I did get into abraham for a while...they are good teachers too but i don't believe they are tapped into the "source".

Do the processes, dont think about it, do it but dont it for clarity do it to release resistance and just be happy any which way you can and when you are on the Vortex POOP you'll get it. Its all done for you all you have to do is get in there :-) <br />
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I can help you. Whatever you are facing now is just temporary. Every problem had its' solution. The universe is testing your patience, wisdom & faith.