Lost But Not FallenIt's been a very long time since I really considered the existence of God, likewise, a very long time since I last went to church. I always believed God existed and he can powerful things but my faith has failed to reach me again.
The only reason why I'm comprehensive about going back to church is the whole beliefs against being gay and I would rather just believe he exists and is in my heart somewhere rather than having some church folks telling me I have a devil inside me and that I'm sinning. I've lived in denial for too many years because of that and not going back to it.
Anyway... Onto the point... I still believe that prayer has power. The existence of God is one thing but experiencing what he can do is another. I guess I've just always believed you got to ask and believe something will change because of him. Asking is only the first step to see what he can do to our lives; never forgetting to praise what he has done afterwards.
Having something to believe is what keeps some of us beings going.. just to keep ticking, but for others it what makes us the human we are today.
XanthiaJo 22-25, F 3 Responses 0 Apr 4, 2011