Split Apart Heart
I met my twin flame about five years ago, I never heard the term twin flame before our meeting. I had not studied any eastern religions or found interest in metaphysical things. The first time we met was unforgettable and I kept thinking I knew and had met him before. He reminded me of someone I had been very deeply in love with at one time... so I thought the fascination was due to the fact that he reminded me of this lost love of mine. As the years went by it seemed we had such a struggle, attempting to be friends, but with such intense feelings that a friendship was simply no do able. We never had a relationship per say, although, I was often asked if we dated or if we were together. Once while in each others company we were asked if we were husband and wife, when we said no, we were told that we must be brother and sister then.
Everything about this connection has been different in a million ways and there has always been a strong fear from our egos that seems to keep us apart. The one thing we seem to have is music, its how we communicate... he calls and plays a song for me or in one case actually sang it to me but, always from a private number never wanting to be open about his feelings. I know its him of course.
We have a very strong connection and I can feel his presence around me most every day, we live many hundred miles away from each other, I moved and got engaged t hinking I could put this behind me... it hasnt worked, I think of him everyday and my engagement is on hold.
I dream of him often and many times believe we are actually doing work together on an etheric plane...
I just know he changed my life.. forever, I strive to gain self knowledge and to be a light and love vessel that might be used for others to receive, gifts and information. I have always been a spiritual person but never sought or understood ascension and universal enlightenment. I choose to live from the heart and not from the ego... its a battle but I am working hard to get there and one day, maybe we will be ready and I will be reunited to him, my other self.