So Sorry....

I'm sorry that I am writing this, I am sorry I am to this point, and had to write this. I am sorry that I am feeling this way, but I cna't leep all of this inside me anymore, its slowly killing me,

if i could just, die in my sleep,
or get hit by a car
or be in the wrong place at th e wrong time when a murderer comes across me
or give up

something, anything, just escape, the pain come to an end. i wish i could deal with this, but i can';t im sorryh.
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Jul 14, 2010